Privacy vs Identity.
Original Photo by ulrikft Will I ever be able to enjoy a cigarette without a drink, or a Mentos? I think the answer is No. Will I ever be able to blog spontaneously, like I imagine bloggers like Ala Paredes do? I think, also, that the answer is No. I will forever be that blogger who edits, re-edits, saves as draft, re-reads, then publishes. I don't know how to say this without sounding like all I want to do is talk about my self-centered... self, but there is too much at stake here. Who knows who reads my blog? Who knows what assumptions they make about me? Why do I even blog? What is this inexplicable desire to be published? The thing is, I find that the more I am "published", the worse I get. The less there is to talk about without stepping on someone's toes. Without giving too much information. Without it getting to my conservative (i.e. private) family. Without it getting to my dad. I mean, just earlier tonight, I was sitting quietly, browsing through my newfoun...